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Spiritual Runaway : New Series November 2008

I feel like crying... I've been spiritual runaway!

I know I haven't blogged in a while and for that I am apologetic. I've been in a place where I have a real need for intimacy with God. The more I get to know him the more I realize that I did not know him in the past.

Don't get me wrong I have known church but I did not know him. I knew how to look the part in church, dress the part, fake the part but I did not know how to be a part of this family. I was one of many carbon copies. We all want to look and talk a certain way so we can look as though we belong to this family - but God made us distinctly different.

I know indefinitely that I ran away from home - spiritually. Instead of being his child and enjoying his fatherhood...I wanted to fit in with the others, my environment. I ran away from the family of God, the very essence of who he is and went to two places: the "world" of the church and the secular world.

The world of the church consists of the cliques, tr…